Chapter 103: Lily’s Death
Chapter 103: Lily’s Death
(Ethan’s POV)
“No, Lily has long been buried.” My voice was hoarse, barely recognizable even to my own
ears.
The words hung in the sterile air of the Silvercrest Pack Medical Den. Each syllable felt like
broken glass in my throat.
Victoria’s hand tightened around mine. Her blue eyes widened with what appeared to be
shock.
“Five years,” I continued, the admission tearing at my soul. “She’s been gone for five years, and
I didn’t know.”
The weight of this truth crushed me. My daughter had died, and I hadn’t been there. Hadn’t
known. Hadn’t mourned.
Memories flooded my mind–painful, sharp–edged fragments of a life I’d barely acknowledged.
Lily’s small face looking up at me, her emerald eyes–so like her mother’s–filled with hope
whenever I entered a room.
I remembered how she would approach me cautiously, always careful not to displease me.
Her tiny voice would tremble slightly as she greeted me.
“Hello, Father,” she would say, standing straight, trying to make herself worthy of my attention.
And what had I done? I’d barely acknowledged her. I’d been too busy with pack business, too
preoccupied with Victoria and Emma.
Emma. The thought of Victoria’s daughter sent a fresh wave of guilt crashing over me. How
many times had I showered Emma with affection while my own daughter watched from the
shadows?
I recalled a particular day at Imperial Gardens when both girls had been present. Emma had
run to me, throwing herself into my arms with complete confidence that I would catch her. I
had swung her around, laughing at her delighted squeals.
And Lily? My own daughter had stood apart, watching with longing in her eyes. When Emma finally released me, Lily had approached hesitantly.
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“Father,” she’d said softly, “would you like to see the drawing I made?”
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I had glanced at it briefly, muttered something about it being nice, and turned back to Emma who was demanding I watch her dance.
The memory made me physically ill. How could I have been so blind? So cruel?
“I failed her,” I whispered, more to myself than to Victoria. “I failed my daughter in every way
possible.”
I thought of the night I’d just spent at Sacred Moonlight Cemetery, kneeling before Lily’s
Moonstone Tombstone until dawn. My knees had ached against the cold ground, but I’d
welcomed the pain. It was nothing compared to what Lily must have felt, watching her father
love another child while ignoring her.
“I never deserved her love,” I said, my voice breaking. “But she loved me anyway. She loved me
despite everything.”
Victoria’s face contorted with what appeared to be sympathy. She stroked my arm gently, her
touch meant to comfort.
“Ethan, you need to heal,” she murmured, her voice honey–sweet. “Lily wouldn’t want you to
suffer.”
Her words, though well–intentioned, felt hollow. How could she know what Lily would want? How could anyone?
A terrible thought struck me then. I could have known about Lily’s death sooner. Olivia had
told me repeatedly, but I hadn’t believed her.
“She tried to tell me,” I said, my amber eyes darkening with self–loathing. “Olivia tried to tell me
Lily was dead, but I accused her of hiding our daughter.”
I remembered the day I took Emma to Enchanted Kingdom Theme Park. My phone had buzzed
repeatedly with calls from Olivia, but I’d ignored them, assuming they were accusations about
my favoritism toward Emma.
“I didn’t know,” I whispered, my powerful frame seeming to shrink with each word. “I didn’t
know that Lily had been waiting for me at Moonlight Fair, and had died that same day.”
Victoria’s eyes filled with tears. “Oh, Ethan, how terrible for you.”
I felt compelled to justify my actions, though I knew nothing could excuse them.
“The healers said Emma’s condition was worsening,” I explained. “I arranged that birthday celebration because I feared it might be her last. I never imagined it would be Lily who
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wouldn’t get another birthday.”
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The irony was unbearable. I had devoted so much attention to Emma, fearing for her health,
while my own daughter had been the one truly in danger.
Victoria’s voice broke through my thoughts. “I feel so guilty,” she said, tears streaming down
her face. “If I hadn’t called you that day, begging you to come because Emma was upset… if I
hadn’t pulled you away from your promise to Lily…”
I shook my head, absolving her of blame that was rightfully mine alone.
“You were worried about Emma,” I said. “I can’t blame you for that. The fault is mine. I made
the choice to break my promise to Lily.”
Victoria leaned into my embrace, weeping against my chest. I held her, but my mind was
elsewhere–with a little girl who had died waiting for her father to keep his word.
The next morning, despite my injuries and lingering fever from Olivia’s attack, I returned to Sacred Moonlight Cemetery. My body protested every movement, but I ignored the pain.
I carried Lily’s favorite treats–moonberry cakes, forest fruits, and small carved wooden toys. Things I’d noticed she liked in the Imperial Gardens surveillance videos I’d reviewed
obsessively since learning of her death.
I also brought the Crystal–Embroidered Ice Princess Gown I’d never given her. The moonstone crystals embedded in the fabric caught the morning light, sparkling with a beauty Lily would
never see.
My knees ached from kneeling all night at the cemetery and being submerged in the Moonlit
Reflection Pool searching for Lily’s Ashes Crystal Pendant. Each step up the cemetery path
sent shooting pain through my legs.
As I climbed the steps leading to Lily’s grave, I stumbled. My vision blurred momentarily, and I
had to pause to steady myself.
I carefully set down the items I’d brought, my amber eyes fixed on the Moonstone Tombstone
ahead. The colored photograph of Lily embedded in the stone seemed to watch me, her
innocent smile a reproach to my failures.
“Ethan!”
Victoria’s voice startled me. I hadn’t heard her approach. She rushed to my side, her face a
mask of concern.
“King, let me help you,” she said, reaching for my arm.
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I turned to her, my expression hardening. “Why are you here?”
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My tone was low with displeasure. This moment was meant to be private–a father’s belated
tribute to his daughter.
Victoria’s eyes widened with practiced innocence. “Ethan, don’t be angry, I’m just worried about
you. You’re not fully recovered yet, and you insisted on coming to see Lily.”
She stepped closer, her hand still on my arm. “I know I can’t persuade you, but I’m really afraid
that something might happen to you if you come to the Cemetery alone…”
Her voice broke, tears filling her eyes. “And…I’m really guilty! Knowing that Lily died on the day
Emma fell ill, I really…”
Seeing her tears, I felt a pang of sympathy. Victoria had always been emotional, her heart easily moved by others‘ suffering. She felt as guilty as I did, though her guilt was misplaced.
“You were also worried about Emma,” I said, patting her hand reassuringly. “You couldn’t have
known about Lily.”
Victoria leaned into my embrace, sobbing with convincing despair. Her body trembled against
mine, her tears soaking through my shirt.
“But I really feel guilty… That was Lily… Your daughter…I really wanted to treat her as my own.”
(Victoria’s POV)
I sobbed against Ethan’s chest, my tears flowing freely. Years of practice had made me an
expert at crying on command.
Inside, I felt nothing but relief. Lily was dead and buried, no longer a threat to my plans. The daughter who might have eventually revealed my true nature to Ethan was gone forever.
I had worried when Ethan first mentioned Lily’s death. Had Olivia told him everything? Did he know about the kidney transplant that should have gone to Lily but went to Emma instead? Did he suspect my role in redirecting that donor?
But his reaction had confirmed my safety. He knew nothing of my involvement. He still saw me as the compassionate friend who would never harm a child.
If only he knew the truth–that I had personally ensured the kidney meant for Lily went to Emma instead. That I had manipulated medical records, bribed officials, and threatened a
doctor to make it happen.
Emma had needed that kidney. My daughter’s life was worth more than Lily’s–at least to me. I
would have sacrificed a hundred children to save Emma.
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And now, standing at Lily’s grave, I continued my performance. I wept for the child I had
helped kill, all while planning my next move to secure my position in Ethan’s life.
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“But I really feel guilty… That was Lily… Your daughter…I really wanted to treat her as my own.”
The words tasted like ash in my mouth. I had never wanted to treat Lily as my own. I had
wanted her gone, out of the way, no longer competing with Emma for Ethan’s attention or
resources.
I glanced at the Crystal–Embroidered Ice Princess Gown Ethan had brought. I remembered how
Lily had begged for that exact dress–the same one I had bought for Emma. I had delighted in
her disappointment, in the tears she had tried to hide from her father.
Now Ethan was bringing it to her grave, too late for her to ever wear it. The irony was delicious.
I pressed closer to Ethan, making my body tremble with false grief. He held me tighter, his
strong arms offering comfort I didn’t deserve or need.
Over his shoulder, I stared at Lily’s tombstone. The colored photograph showed a smiling child
with Olivia’s emerald eyes. Those eyes had always unnerved me–too observant, too knowing.
Even at four years old, Lily had seemed to see through my facade.
Good riddance, I thought, even as I continued to sob dramatically.
“But I really feel guilty… That was Lily…Your daughter…I really wanted to treat her as my own.”