“It’s your wolf, she wants to get out, don’t fight her, it’s not going to hurt, just relax, let the wolf out,” he says and I gave him a glare, what the hell does that mean? Let her go? Who the hell is holding her back, I tried my best to relax, but the pain started again, my whole, skin was itching at first but now it feels like needles are pricking my skin everywhere.
So I screamed, I couldn’t help it, but I screamed out loud, I fell down on the ground and felt the urge to hold myself in fetus position and cry, but I couldn’t do that, I couldn’t move or hug myself because I didn’t have feet and hands, instead I had paws, I had four legs, I looked at them completely confused, they were golden, that’s all I could see of myself. Am I a golden retriever kind of wolf? I’m not a blondy, why am I golden?
“You’re beautiful,” I heard Uncle Damian says and I looked up at him quickly, he was looking at me like I looked so beautiful, like I was fully dulled up and dressed up.
I whined unable to talk, and I didn’t know how to use my mouth or maybe talk to him, he just smiled and got his phone out telling me to smile as he took a picture of me, promising to show it to me later on.
“You wanna try and walk?” he asks and I stayed in my place just looking at him with my eyes focused on him.
“I know, you want to bite me, but you first need to control your limbs, that includes walking, go ahead try and walk,” he says, but I stayed in my place.
“Please, Flower, just move,” he says and I try to move, but to hell with it, I had no idea what to move first and I tripped on my own paws,
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falling down face first into the dirt, we’re out in the forest surrounding the hospital, and it’s kind of private, but who knows who saw me falling, I refuse to move or be a wolf anymore, I want to go back to being on two foot.
“You’re okay Flower, come on try again,” Uncle Damian says sitting on the ground near me, I could tell that I’m a really small wolf, when he’s around me, he’s taller than me when I’m sitting, and I’m shorter than him while he’s sitting. I shake my head no at him, but he keeps on encouraging me to try and walk, moving my limbs trying to control them.
Damian POV.
She’s finally changed, there’s no more need for me to fight along with her over me being a wolf, over others being a wolf, over hearing wolves, and over her hate to wolves. She can’t hate what she is now, because if you can’t beat them, join them, and she did just that, she became one of us, and now that managed to get on her feet, it’s time for the first and worst lesson ever.
She wants to bite me for making her change into a wolf, she wants to fight me, which is a real normal reaction by newly shifted wolves, their emotions are even sharper than regular wolves, they’d act like they are bipolar, they’d jump from extreme happiness to murderous killers, and then back to being happy angels.
You won’t understand and won’t know when and how their mood will shift, they’ll need around a month before they manage to control their emotions and stop being a killing hazard. Almost all newly turned wolves, are turned by their mates, and the said mate would spend months staying on their side, making sure she got everything she needs and wants and not to kill anyone by mistake.
But there’s one more thing for those newly shifted wolves, they tend to think they can control the whole world, that they are the ones in
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charge and we can’t have that, they aren’t and as soon as they learn their place in this world the better.
Flower wasn’t any different than any other wolf, add to that her anger and feeling of betrayal over being changed against her will, she wants double the revenge and as soon as she manages to stand up and move her limbs, which took her three whole days, we left the hospital and moved back to my brother place, he’s trying his best to be there for her, he’s trying to be okay, but we all could see how miserable he is. That’s juts the new normal for him, maybe in a few years he’d be able to hide his tears much better than he does right now.
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