Chapter 65
Lotus POV
It was time to get back to my mother house, although I enjoyed sleeping on the cold floor next to my Uncle Damian, and four other students that I wasn’t familiar with, but after getting drunk and being fed water after my forth shot, the headache wasn’t too bad this morning when I got up.
“You want to have breakfast here? Or on our way?” he asks me, he promised to take me to my mom place finally.
“I don’t want to eat,” I answer him, I didn’t have any clothes on me, only the damn black dress and it felt so shitty to wear it again.
“I don’t have any clothes, we need to get home,” I groan.
“You can stay in the ones you got on,” he answers me.
“They are your clothes, and I slept on the floor in them,” I comment.
“Fine, I can give you another change of clothes,” he says but all of his clothes were so big on me, I’ll look stupid no matter what I wear.
“I just want to get home,” I answer him.
“You gotta eat first, we’ll get something for the drive through, how about that?” he offers me and er to eat here, it felt like suicide or a prayer to get diarrhoea!
“okay, let’s just go,” I beg him, just wanting to get going, we left the academy and got into his car he started to drive, he stopped by a dinner and got us breakfast, I just took a couple of small bites of the sandwich
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just to make him get off my back.
We finally got to the building, he parked and we both got out of the car, we got into the elevator and I felt my heart start beating crazy, I’m going up to my mother’s place, and she’s not going to be there, the house is going to be empty, without her to welcome me.
The first step made my heart broke, the second step inside the house, where I said goodbye the last time, the tears started to drop down my face, the third step I fell down on the floor and sobbed out loud, I couldn’t take it, my mother isn’t here she’s gone, she’s never coming, not to this house or our old one, or any house that I’ll ever be in ever again.
“Lotus,” Uncle Damian says coming to my side, he hugged me as I cried my heart out, I was broken.
“She’s gone,” I cried out loud and he hugged me tighter, the more I cried, the more dead I felt inside, I felt like the light inside of me was getting shut down, little by little, until there was no more light left inside of me.
By the time I calmed down, I was completely numb to everything that going on around me, Uncle Damian was suggesting I go get a shower, change into my own clothes, he said he’ll be staying with me, after that, I turned a deaf ear to him, I wasn’t listening anymore, I ignored him after that..
He pushed me toward the shower, and I did need that, I smelled off, so I got under the shower and washed my hair three times, and washed my body twice scrubbing every inch of my body, by the time I came out of the shower, my whole body was bloody red, but I still didn’t feel clean, it felt like the sadness has left a residue on my skin and it itched, it made feel not like me.
I couldn’t be bothered to wash my hair, so Uncle Damian did it for me,
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he brushed my hair for me, and even put it into braids for me, and then he put me in my bed, he told me to relax, to get some rest.
I couldn’t sleep, all I could think of, all I could imagine was my dead mother, was the funeral, seeing the grave, everything that went down, it kept playing and then replaying in my head, it made me feel like shit, with every moment that passed, I kept on feeling more and more dead on the inside, like tomorrow would never come, like if the sun would never rise for me, not ever again.
I think I blacked out, maybe it’s a mix of the alcohol still in my system, the exhaustion and all the bad thoughts I managed to think of in such a short amount of time, I finally managed to fall asleep, and even then I slept and dreamed of her, who else would I be dreaming of, I missed. her so much.
“Love, don’t cry, please, Flower,” I heard a voice begging me, and some hands coming around me, hugging me tight, I hugged back and I knew I was crying, so I started to sob out loud, I was so hurt and in so much pain, my mother is gone.
“Mom is gone,” I cried all over again, and he hugged me again, to help me feel better.
We were in the house alone, for that day and the one that came after and even the one after it, he made me get up, eat, shower, change my clothes, and he kept on suggesting that I go to school, why not go there, it’ll help me feel better that’s what he said, but it didn’t feel like something okay to do, I didn’t feel like doing anything but staying home, where I could still smell my mother.
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