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Okay, maybe this part wasn’t that bad, it made me feel seen, like they knew just the tiniest bit about my mother, they knew how good of a mother she is, and how much I’m going to miss her now that she’s gone, my own mother.
The tears started all over again, I couldn’t stop crying again, she’s gone, how could she be gone, she’s right in front of me, in her coffin, dressed up and dolled up, but she was dead.
The ceremony ended after that, they said a couple of prayers to Celine, and then we all got out, they carried the coffin out to the cemetery, it was outside of the compound, but there was a short way to get there from the compound, it’s still part of it, but not in the middle of it.
They had a fresh grave dug just for her, they put her in it and then there was flowers, they gave one to me, and one to the rest of the people around me, I was told to give it to my mom, so I threw it on top of her coffin, they did the same, throwing the flowers until they covered the whole coffin, and then the dirt was pushed on top, covering her fully, and that my final goodbye to my mother, I’ll never see her face after this moment, from now on, every time I miss her or want to see her I’ll have to come here and talk to her stone, to talk to her grave, while she’s gone.
After it was done, more flowers were placed over grave, covering the whole thing, I was then pushed to the side, and people came by to say their condolences to me, everyone said they’d be there for me, they’d be there if I needed it.
Uncle Damian found his way to my side again, and he stood next to me on the right while, Nutmeg, Rosie, and both betas, Emmalyn and
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River stood to my left. I was standing in the middle of people who care about me, who loved me, that yesterday I called my family but now with my mother gone, I could only look at them and see strangers, I didn’t know who they were or why they’re here with me, I was mourning, I was sad, and I felt broken and still these people were here trying to make it all sound better, look better, but the only thing that would make it better was having my mother back and I can’t have that.
“It’s time to go home,” Uncle Damian says, trying to pull me away from my mother’s grave, from her.
“I can’t leave her behind, she won’t like it here alone,” I say looking at the dirt covered with flowers, knowing she’ll hate it here.
“Levent is near, he needs to come close and you can’t be here when he does,” he says.
“Why not?” I ask him, this is my mother.
“Because he’s grieving same as you, but in his case, his wolf would be dangerous, I won’t have him touch you,” Uncle Damian says.
“I’m not leaving, tell him to go to hell,” I say angrily, it’s all because they pushed me away, if I could stay, if I could be here for her, none of this would have happened.
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