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Noelle POV
After the class, I sat on the side waiting for Brook to come get us, I didn’t start any troubles, I was trying to think what my wolf will remember, will she tell me a story of the last two years we have spent in the facility or maybe something of back in the day when we had both a mother and a father, before we found out I’m a bastard, maybe she’ll give me a memory of Mia, or the snow pack, of my friends and the good time we spent there.
“Mommy is here,” Whitney yells, getting me out of dream land, I followed her toward the car and got in silently, I was just thinking of what my wolf remember and doesn’t, will she remember anything at all? What if she comes out blank, what if she doesn’t come out again
ever.
“Noelle…Noellleee….Ellieee!” Brooklyn yells my name getting my attention, I turned to her, only to see she has parked in front of the safe house, Whitney was out playing with Ezra and Mateo and here I was still sitting in the front seat thinking.
“Yes, sorry, sorry,” I say taking off my seat belt ready to get out of the
car.
“Hey, what are you thinking?” she asks me.
“The assignment,” I say.
“Whitney was telling me about it, what got you so worried about it?”
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she asks me.
“What if I don’t remember anything? What if I come out blank?” I ask her, worried that my wolf would be gone forever, what if she too is dead?
“You’re worried your wolf might have died?” she asks me.
“It’s a fear that was planted by Stephan what do you expect after you introduced him to me?” I say in a firm voice, I didn’t even know it was an option for my wolf to die.
“She’s not dead, you haven’t pushed her like he did, she’s still there, you hear her, and she’s talking back to you,” she says reminding me of all the improvement I have reached already.
“What if she remember nothing?” I ask her.
“I think you should have a conversation with her, you’re not Whitney, you can take a full on conversation with your wolf, I know Miss Lupin has taught you how to talk to her, just ask her what she remember, how she feels, and if she’s ready for it,” Brooklyn asks.
“You think?” I ask her, still worried.
“Yes, and if she’s ready, all you need to do is undergo a physical exam and you’ll join us in the station as one of us, we’ll leave this place and you’ll get some freedom back,” she says, promising everything me everything I have missed,
“You think I’m ready?” I ask, I want out of this safe house.
“I do, but it’s up to her to tell you she’s ready or not,” Brooklyn says.
I thanked her for the help and walked back in, I went straight toward
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my room, closed the door behind me, and took a seat on the bed, I
closed my eyed, I breathed in and out slowly until I could feel my wolf on the other side.
‘Hey there,‘ I say calmly not to scare her off.
‘Hello,‘ she answers me.
‘You heard about the assignment?‘ I ask her.
‘I did,‘ she answer me.
‘So what did you see?‘ I ask her, it’s all still new talking to her, and having her see everything, before everything, I wouldn’t think of it twice, but now, I’m all too aware of her presence.
‘I saw blood, I saw my enemies, I saw them killing Jacob…so I let you do what you had to do, revenge,‘ she says answering me, it was on the day it all went down.
‘You still remember?‘ I ask her, is that her last memory what happened to us that day, how we had to revenge Jacob right on the spot.
‘I’ll never forget,‘ she answer mé, she’s still hanging on to that day.
‘It’s over now,‘ I assure her, he’s gone, and we lost oùr family, but we now have Brooklyn and the guys.
‘I know, I see and hear everything, I’m still here, I never left,‘ se says which made me smile, she never left! She’s not dead.
‘I’m happy you’re alive! I say honestly, and then we both went quiet, I had nothing to tell her, I’m not used to talking to her.
‘Are you ready?‘ I finally ask her after some quiet, meaning ready for
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everything, to shift, to start this new life, to move forward, was she ready to face it all, or are we still stuck on that point?
To what?‘ she asks me.
To let it go, start new life, have this new family,‘ I ask her, and she goes quiet for a long time, I was sure she wasn’t ready and she didn’t want to come out at all, I was done, I’m going to forever be without a wolf. I felt some tears falling down my face now, I felt like shit, she’s gone, she’s still hanging on to that day and she can’t let it go.
I’m ready to come out now,‘ she answer me, making my heart beat like crazy with happiness and excitement.
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