I got her hopsital bag ready, we packed some extra clothes for her to wear after the surgery, a tooth brush, she insisted that I put some snack in, I told her that she won’t be able to eat before the surgery, but she said I’m going to need them, she can’t have me going hungry,
We went to the hospital bright and early we had her admitted she took off her clothes and put on the hospital gown, she gave me her wedding ring, one of the many gifts I have bought her.
“Tell Lotus, I love her,” she says.
“Why don’t you get over this and tell her yourself?” I ask her with a raised brow, making her smile.
“Levent, I love you,” she says opening her arms for me, I went there and hugged her back, I hugged her tight, if this is the last time I get to hold her, I don’t want to let go then, but it can’t be the last time.
“I love you too,” I assure her.
“You’re the best thing beside Lotus that has ever happened to me,” she says trying to hug me as tight as she could.
“And you along with the rude Flower, are the best thing that ever happened to me,” I answer her.
“I’ll see you after this,” she says as she was rolled into the surgery
room.
I wish I could tell someone, I wish I wasn’t alone right now, I had the fear that she won’t come back, the two of us, we’re both terrified, and we have the feeling that this might be our last moments together.
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live the rest of my life without her.
They stayed with me until the sunrise, then they each had to go to their work, they can’t stay with me the whole time, only the goddess knows if I’ll ever be okay again, and how long it’ll take me to stop damn crying. I never cried, not since I passed the years of being a toddler, I stopped crying after that, there was nothing that would cause me pain, not enough to cry, until I lost her.
I knew they were getting her ready for the funeral, once her daughter get here the funeral is going to happen very soon, we believe that the respect for our dead ones is by burying in the dirt as quick as possible so their souls could make it over to the goddess to safety.
The whole day was spent with me running around the territory, I stepped by other wolves, some of the patrols who made sure to make me keep my distance, so I won’t hurt anyone to get too near to their people.
I don’t remember details, all I knew that I was waiting for the funeral, I started roaming near the graveyard, I saw the grave get dug, I knew this is going to be my mate last home and rest place, so I waited for them there.
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