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140 His Letter 

Olivia’s POV 

Lennox led me to his room. He pushed the door open and stepped aside, letting me go in first. I was nervous. My steps were slow and unsure. I had no idea what he was about to show me, but I could feel it was going to be something big

I turned just in time to see him walk in after me and close the door gently behind us

He didn’t say a word. He didn’t even look at me. He just walked across the room, not to the usual safethe one where he kept my father’s papersbut to a different part of the room. He stopped in front of a painting on the wall and slid it aside, revealing another safe hidden behind it

This safe looked newer. More private

He typed in a code, his fingers moving with practiced ease. I heard the low beep, then the mechanical click as the safe unlocked

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He opened it, and after a moment of stillness, he reached inside and pulled out a thick, sealed envelope. It looked old. Handled. Important. He stared at it for a second too long, as if whatever it contained was too heavy to hand over

Then, silently, he turned around and extended it toward me

My breath caught

Take it,he said, his voice low

I hesitated before walking closer. When I was finally close enough, I reached out and took the envelope from his hand, brushing my fingers against his

What’s inside?I asked in a small voice

Lennox sighed. I never wanted anyone to see it,he said in a low voice, but I could feel his painI could feel the hurt in his voice

I don’t know why I’m showing this to you,” he said, and I swallowed hard. What could really be inside here? What did I really do without knowing? Did I hurt him and his brothers without knowing? At that 

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moment, I searched my memory, but I can’t remember doing anything to amount to such level of hate for me

What is in here?I asked again while trying my best not to come out of my act. I still remember that I have to pretend I have memory loss

He looked at me with a hard expression. Proof,he said. Of what happened. Of what she did to meproof of why I hated her.” 

I swallowed hard and looked down at the envelope in 

hand. It felt heavy

my 

Open it,he said again

And with trembling fingers, I started to tear it open

When I opened the envelope, I took out the first content and my breath hitched. It was a necklacea necklace Lennox had gotten for me on my eleventh birthday. This necklace went missing after my fourteenth birthdayI searched everywhere, but it vanished. So how did Lennox end up with it?I wanted to ask Lennox how he got back this necklace, but I held back and simply said, This is beautiful. Was this 

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hers?I asked reluctantly

Lennox hesitated for a moment before he nodded, his eyes fixed on the gold necklace in my hand. It was a gift I gave to her on her eleventh birthday, but she returned it to me,he said, and my eyes widened. What does he mean that I returned it to him? I never 

did! I lost this

I wish I could say it to him, but I held back myself

Getting more curious and eager, I went for the next item in the envelope. With shaky fingers, I reached into the envelope again, still holding the necklace in my other hand. My heart beat faster, like it already knew what was coming next

I pulled out a folded piece of paperslightly yellowed, carefully kept, like something precious. My eyes flicked up to Lennox, and for the first time since I opened the envelope, I saw something shift in his expression. He drew in a slow, deep breath. His jaw tensed

That’s the letter I wrote to her,he said softly, almost like he was talking to a ghost

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I looked down at the paper and slowly opened it. The handwriting was undoubtedly his

The first words nearly knocked the air out of my chest

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY, OLI

I TOLD MYSELF I WOULDN’T WRITE THIS. THAT I WOULD STAY IN MY PLACE. THAT I’D JUST BE THE PROTECTIVE OLDER BROTHER FIGURE I PROMISED MYSELF I’D BE THE DAY I FIRST HELD YOU AS A PUP AND YOU CLUNG TO MY SHIRT LIKE I WAS YOUR 

WHOLE WORLD

BUT I’VE FAILED MISERABLY AT STAYING IN MY 

PLACE

I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHEN IT HAPPENEDWHEN YOU STOPPED BEING THE GIRL I PROTECTED AND BECAME THE GIRL I WATCHED FROM A DISTANCE, TERRIFIED OF WHAT I FELT. I FOUGHT IT. SPIRITS, I FOUGHT IT HARDER THAN I’VE EVER FOUGHT ANYTHING. I’VE ALWAYS SHARED EVERYTHING WITH MY BROTHERSOUR VICTORIES, OUR PAIN, OUR RESPONSIBILITIES. BUT WITH YOU

COULDN’T. I DIDN’T WANT TO

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I HATED HOW MY CHEST BURNED WHEN YOU SMILED AT THEM LONGER THAN YOU SMILED AT ME. I HATED HOW JEALOUS I GOT WHEN THEY MADE YOU LAUGH. I HATED HOW SMALL I FELT WHEN YOU GAVE THEM YOUR ATTENTION LIKE IT DIDN’T COST YOU A THINGBECAUSE FOR ME, EVEN A SECOND OF YOUR GAZE FELT LIKE 

EVERYTHING

I DIDN’T WANT TO FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU. BUT

DID

AND I DON’T EXPECT ANYTHING IN RETURN. I KNOW I’M OLDER. I KNOW THIS IS TOO MUCH. YOU’RE JUST FOURTEEN. YOU PROBABLY DON’T EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT I’M SAYING. BUT THIS IS JUST ME BEING BRAVE FOR ONCE

BUT IF YOU FEEL ANYTHING AT ALL, EVEN JUST A LITTLEWRITE BACK. YOU DON’T HAVE TO SAY 

MUCH. JUST LET ME KNOW HOW YOU FEEL

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, OLIVIA

I HOPE TODAY, YOU FELT LOVED

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BECAUSE YOU ARE

-LENNOX 

I read it again

And again

My lips parted slightly as I read the last line. I stared at it. My heart cracked a little more with each word. My hands trembled

I looked up at him, barely able to hide the confusion from my face. Thisthis was for her?I asked, trying my best not to scream

Knowing Lennox was in love with me was crazy. That means I wasn’t the only one in love with himwith them. My feelings weren’t onesidedhe also loved mehe wrote a confession letter to me

Yes,he said, watching me carefully. I gave it to her on her birthday. Slipped it into a box of gifts I gave 

her.” 

My mind was racing. I never saw this letter. I never got it. I never opened this box. Who opened the box? Who 

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had read the letter

She gave me a reply. It’s in the envelope too.” 

My hands froze

I didn’t write a reply

How can I write a reply for a message I never 

received

What the hell is happening

Panicking, not saying a word, I reached into the envelope again

There was another folded paper inside

My supposed reply

My stomach twisted as I touched it. Something wasn’t right

But I had to see what it said

I had to know what I supposedly wrote

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