Chapter 163 Talk to me.
Levent POV.
I kept giving her side looks, she refuses to tell me anything, it kills me seeing my mate in so much pain, feeling so much hurt, and I can’t do shit about it, instead all I could do was sit on the side and watch her.
Mia have some demons hiding in her past, and she refuses to tell me more about them, all I know are the very little information she has told me already. She’s pregnant with my baby now, our baby, we love each other, we trust each other, and still my mate feels like her past is better kept hidden from me.
“I’m fine,” she says, without looking at me, she knew I was looking at her, I was passing her glances while I drove, home is just a very short drive near us, but I wanted to take the longest road possible, just so we could talk to each other, maybe give her a chance to tell me something, anything.
“How do you feel about going to the mall? Maybe look for some clothes for the baby?” I ask her, she likes shopping when it comes to the baby.
“Noelle has been home alone since yesterday,” she says, using her
sister as an excuse.
“She likes being home alone,” I assure her.
“I don’t feel like staying out,” she says next, and I knew it’s all due to the nightmare, sometimes she wakes up crying, others it’s just
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screaming, she never get a good night sleep, I thought it’s cause of all the fear she’s been through.
She was kidnapped by her ex mate, he raped her, wanted to kill her, to break her, of course, I went in for the rescue with the help of my own pack along with the help of Damian’s pack, and my favourite Beta Emmalynn. We went in to save her, and I ended up needing saving, I was shot right in the heart, maybe it was dying and coming back to life that had me have enough space in my heart for both Mia, my mate, my beloved, the mother of my future child, and still hold love and respect for Victoria, Flower’s mother, when I almost died and came back, she was there, I saw her giving her blessings and telling me to move on with my new mate.
That’s the only burden I held, I held the pain of losing a mate, I held the emptiness, I knew what a shell of my old self would feel like and look like. But I moved forward for Flower’s sake, I managed to pull through, but the pain, I still know and remember.
Knowing that Mia, is hurting and hiding from me, it’s driving me insane, it’s making me feel crazy, she’s in pain and even if I shift to my wolf form and go crazy, there’s/nothing I could do to make her pain disappear.
“We’re going home,” I assure her, she’s getting what she want and what the baby needs.
“Thank you love,” she says and closes her eyes, she’s not trying to sleep, it’s still too early for her to sleep, even for a nap while pregnant, she won’t sleep this early in the day.
I parked in front of our home and walked in, Noelle wasn’t here of course, she was busy with her patrol friends, and her life, she wants to move out from our place, but we’ve been pushing it back all these
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ace, but we’ve been pushing it back all
years, and now that the baby is coming, she doesn’t want to leave
anymore.
I’d like to see her objecting over leaving when the baby starts crying and wouldn’t leave her in peace, she’s going to be a great aunt, I can’t wait for her to find her own mate and start her own life soon.
“Are you hungry?” I ask her, she hasn’t eaten much during breakfast.
“No, I’m just tired from the drive,” she says and goes to our room, closing the door behind her, meaning she wants some time alone for herself.
I went toward the living room and sat there thinking of her, she’s the person that’s always on my mind, I can’t be thinking of anyone else but her. I wish I could go back to her old pack, maybe kill them all so she’d feel safe finally, so she’d stop having nightmares every night.
I couldn’t take sitting any longer, I got up and moved toward the door, I changed into my wolf and took off running, running helps calm me down, and help me think.
I was running around the pack grounds, I wasn’t on patrols, but I’m running one right now, going around all of our borders, that’s when I started to pick a smell that isn’t one of ours nor of our neighbors, it wasn’t anyone’s familiar smell, so I started to track whoever this traitor is, and how dare they come into our ground. I was glad to find a distraction, and whoever is on our ground is in for a big surprise coming after them, and they’re not going to make it out of her
