I think I fell asleep on the floor this time instead of making to the bed, it happens sometimes and it’s fine, who knew my floor could be this comfortable and I am enjoying sleeping down there instead of the big bed, it’s not comfortable, it’s too much for me all of the sudden.
I heard a knock on my door and I groaned, it must be Uncle Damian, it’s too early for him to start annoying me, and for me to tell him to fuck off until later, until I feel okay, but then I heard a voice that wasn’t him.
“Hey, Lotus, open up,” it was Nutmeg.
“No,” I whined.
“I’m not leaving, I haven’t seen you in almost a month, and every time I come by you kick me out, I’m done doing what you want, so open the damn door,” Nutmeg scolds me.
“I don’t feel like me, so let me be,” I say honestly, I didn’t feel like a human be, let alone feel like myself.
“If you open the door, I’ll help, Rosie is here too and Roxie for moral support we want to help you, open the damn door Lotus,” Nutmeg says scolding me.
“Is Uncle Damian with you?” I asked them, not wanting him to witness my friend seeing my worst.
“No, we kicked him out, that man needs to shave and have a shower, so open up,” Rosie says speaking up.
I did open the door after that, and they both came in, they both
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declared I’m going to need another shower with their help, Nutmeg said she’ll fix my bangs, while Rosie promised to do my nails, they promised to doll me up. To help make me feel human again, they said as soon as I’m clean, and my hair is brushed and I see the light of the sun I’d be better, they promised that, and so I allowed them to do everything they came here to do, they fixed my hair but couldn’t fix how dull it looks, they made me wash my face, but that wouldn’t help how pale I was, I used to be normal pale, these days I’m deathly pale. They got me dressed in clean clothes, but they didn’t fit me right anymore, I knew they were trying but even their trials wasn’t doing much.
“Where do you want to go?” Nutmeg asks me excited.
“The cemetery, I want to visit mom,” I say holding back my tears this time.
Damian POV.
Her friend did a miracle, they cleaned her, they got her dressed in clothes, and they even got her out of the house, but the only place she wanted to go to happened to be the cemetery to visit her mother’s grave. I didn’t object to that, she has every right to visit her mother, so I took them there, I stood back and watched her cry at the grave, I looked around knowing my brother is near too, he wouldn’t leave this grave this early in his mourning.
I kept an eye out for him, I didn’t want him to come near her or try to hurt her, not when she’s just as vulnerable as him right now, so I kept an eye out for her, when I saw him coming close to us, I informed them that it’s time to get going, it’s time to leave before something happens.
“Why? What would happen?” she asks me, standing nose to nose with me, good thing she’s my mate, if she were any other wolf, I would have fought her and shown her who’s more dominant here, who’s the alpha and who’s the submissive wolf, but she’s my mate, and I will show her
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that, just later, very later in life, when she stops mourning and being terrified of me.
“Levent is around, so we better go,” I say in a firm voice, hoping she wouldn’t fight me, but of course I’m wrong, she’d fight me over everything.
“This is my mother, I have every right to be here,” she says standing over the grave tall and proud.
“Lotus, this isn’t time to mess with him, I already told you, he’s not himself anymore,” I repeat, trying to get her to stop for god’s sake.
“I’m not leaving,” she says in a growl, I turned to her friends, they. either help or I’ll do like I did last time and pick her over my shoulder and get going, but I didn’t want to embarrass her in front of her friends, so I’m being nice here.
“Lotus, we should leave for real, he’s going to be dangerous,” Nutmeg says begging her.
“Well, I’m just as dangerous,” she answers her.
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